smack that ass from 8 feet away
I’m so tired of being all alone. I just lay here on the couch looking at the Christmas tree wondering, maybe if I hadn’t screwed up, you’d still be here with me. I miss the way you’d look when the sun would catch you just right as we were driving down the highway listening to your favorite Lana song. I miss your laugh and the way your body curved as we swam in the moonlight. I know youre gone but I just need to know youre still here. I need something to keep me going. Because without you, this winter is gonna be a long one.
Sometimes you need to remind yourself that you were the one who carried you through the heartache. You are the one who sits with the cold body on the shower floor, and picks it up. You are the one who feeds it, who clothes it, who tucks it into bed, and you should be proud of that. Having the strength to take care of yourself when everyone around you is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe.
this every time